Gillian “I don’t give a fuck, I’ve never given a fuck, and I don’t plan to start giving a fuck today” Anderson.

(Source: annabuttgish)

Sobbing Because Gillian Anderson turned 2 today!

In Here Is A Tragedy


When I looked up the address, I concluded 2 things: It could not be found on any map that I could publicly access and that they had a lot of pull to get Google to get rid of all the references to their home on the map. It took a lot of teeth pulling and finger pointing to find it, but when I did, I was deeply pleased with my own resourcefulness.

They called it the ‘Unremarkable House’, for reasons, I would never be able to discern. It was quite unremarkable with a roof, and porch, and nothing that made it stand out, but in retrospect, the heavy, vehicle gate out front told me they were people who respected their privacy, and I was violating it. The house itself was isolated, and in the middle of Nowhere, Virginia. I was told that my mother—Dana Scully—was a doctor that lived with her partner, Fox Mulder. They were not married, just living together in the middle of nowhere, and part of me wondered if there had been some sort of terrible mistake in coming here.

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No one knows what’s going on in someone else’s mind. Or life would be intolerable if we did.

#the x files

Behind the scenes: “Drive”


"He was a boy, just a boy, when I was a very young girl. When I was sixteen, I made the discovery — love. All at once and much, much too completely. It was like you suddenly turned a blinding light on something that had always been half in shadow, that’s how it struck the world for me. But I was unlucky. Deluded. There was something different about the boy, a nervousness, a softness and tenderness which wasn’t like a man’s, although he wasn’t the least bit effeminate looking — still — that thing was there … He came to me for help. I didn’t know that. I didn’t find out anything till after our marriage when we’d run away and come back and all I knew was I’d failed him in some mysterious way and wasn’t able to give the help he needed but couldn’t speak of! He was in the quicksands and clutching at me — but I wasn’t holding him out, I was slipping in with him! I didn’t know that. I didn’t know anything except I loved him unendurably but without being able to help him or help myself. Then I found out. In the worst of all possible ways. By coming suddenly into a room that I thought was empty — which wasn’t empty, but had two people in it … the boy I had married and an older man who had been his friend for years …

Afterward we pretended that nothing had been discovered. Yes, the three of us drove out to Moon Lake Casino, very drunk and laughing all the way.

We danced the Varsouviana! Suddenly, in the middle of the dance the boy I had married broke away from me and ran out of the casino. A few moments later — a shot!

I ran out — all did! — all ran and gathered about the terrible thing at the edge of the lake! I couldn’t get near for the crowding. Then somebody caught my arm. “Don’t go any closer! Come back! You don’t want to see!” See? See what! Then I heard voices say — Allan! Allan! The Grey boy! He’d stuck the revolver into his mouth, and fired — so that the back of his head had been — blown away!

It was because — on the dance floor — unable to stop myself — I’d suddenly said — “I saw! I know! You disgust me …” And then the searchlight which had been turned on the world was turned off again and never for one moment since has there been any light that’s stronger than this — kitchen — candle …”

- Blanche Du Bois

I am excited to see Gillian’s take on this.


The House of Mirth (2000)

I dreamed I was at some resort and Gillian was there…so we met and became friends and then, er, more. It was great, too, because I woke up and then was able to fall back asleep and continue the dream. 

Then it took a dark turn and someone got murdered in front of us :/ 


(Source: chadlerbing)

You’re biting your lip
I’m biting my tongue

(Source: mindawake)

Audience Participation: Fic-Writing Edition


Taken from someone else on another network, deemed too good not to use.

Ask me a question about one of my fics or series. It can be absolutely anything in any project and I will tell you the honest-to-goodness answer (even on the progress/plans for next chapters of current series).

Don’t hold back. Whatever you ask, I’ll answer as truthfully and as completely as possible. You can also ask about my writing as a whole, if you like.

(Source: klranerys)

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Gillian Anderson - S Moda - Julio (July) 2014 (7-2014C) Spain 

(Source: timelockdoctor)

You know, when I was a kid I had this ritual. I’d close my eyes before I walked into my room, because I thought that one day when I opened them my sister would be there. Just lying in bed. Like nothing ever happened. You know I’m still walking into that room. Every day of my life. 

(Source: chasethememories)